moved to lj...still yummydiosa

i hope next year would be different. as in totally different where things that has never happened to me will happen (good things of course), and i really hope im actually gonna lose weight.

walang kwentang new crush! i dont like na!

i have accepted the fact that i will fail accounting one-b and repeat it. it's ok. you know, as what that famous elsie velasco (she's only the best terror teacher ever...but she's really nice) says, "accounting is not a race..." that's right! it's not and it will never be for me because im planning on shifting. i only needed a taste of it to realize that it's not the course for me. actually, i dont really know if it's really not the course for me but i don't enjoy it. i can't love it...i can't even LEARN to love it. well, i dunno...i'll still try but if im dying already, goodbye accounting.

i miss dancing every afternoon.
i miss changing into my rubber shoes discreetly during my last subject and dressing up super fast even while the national anthem is being played.
i miss shouting "hardcourt!!!" and "5, 6 ,7 ,8..."
i miss sweating a lot and feeling as if youre losing so much weight.
i miss the hardcourt jog and jogging it for 5 minutes which really kills.
i miss all the stretching, skills, stunts, and dances.
i miss polishing them and getting pissed while at it.
i miss losing my breath when counting and even singing when we dont have counts for our steps (haha!).
i miss getting injured.
i miss lifting camille and throwing her around.
i miss our daily kalokohans and chismisan.
i miss how theyd always be on my side when everyone else isnt.
i miss how theyd always hug me when i feel like crap.
i miss the way they try to make everything perfect and the way they dance like hell when everyone's watching and even if no one's watching.
i miss how they say we're still the best even if we're super sabog already.
i miss the way they shout, cry, cheer, laugh, sleep and most especially...eat.
i miss seeing all of them smile and looking as if what we're doing is as simple as abc.
i miss the way they love hardcourt just like how i love it.

...allowance for bad debts, allowance for whatever else they call it: i just dont get it. at all.

FINALY, i got the shoes i wanted. took me forever to get that today. wont elaborate...too long.

yesterday, we went to my lola's house in rizal and the WHOLE afternoon we were just listening to "If I Aint Got You" of Alicia Keys feat. Usher. we actually know some of the lyrics only so when we get to the part where we dont know the lyrics, we either just hum it or don't sing. "we" as in me and my sisters. finally, 2 of my sisters said why dont we take down the lyrics? and so we did. play-pause-write, play-pause-write again and again. the thing is, we couldnt understand some of the lyrics....gosh, americans. haha. so i got so pissed i ran to the internet place around the corner and got the freakin' lyrics. they were so happy when i got back. ( theyre so babaw) then continues the alicia afternoon...